Tuesday, October 28, 2008
they said omg
Sunday, October 26, 2008
hi peek people. don't worry i love you (:
all those mad mad mad people. (maybe not to some if you think it is correct). okay you're not mad, just behaving a little out of proportion. ??
missing the wonderful, u-boatu, happy days, shalala tunes to my ears. but sometimes when i'm in it, i don't realise, it comes in waves and tides. and this compulsive addiction of fun is too, getting way off course. what happens when feb 14 comes? ): times a billion.
the day is saved (only half way) at eusoff hall.
omg, halloween (:
the addiction is near.
and it spells evil.
the air so thick,
so humid.
our heat so close.
the wounds reopen.
magical concoctions lingers.
with our fingers,
they wrinkle and wingle.
the smile on our faces.
so red, so wide.
oh no, we're not batman's joker tonight.
just happy halloween.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
time. is. not. on. my. side.
and i'm too shagged out to do anything at all.
other than: a. stone. b. sleep. c. go out and chillax. d. tuition (it's a compromise). e. shut my mouth up. f. find my bed at the end of the day.
i'l start at 5pm. sharp. no excuses this time. cause right now, i can just sleep my days away. i'm that stone/stone/stone/stone now.
i love my loves.
todo list goes on saying.
i should mug for biomolecules.
i should go through marketing.
i should call up sher for the icon, asapsasapsasap.
i should try staying awake.
i should not succumb to the term excessive daytime sleepiness.
i should do my homework.
i should be (: and careful.
....
i should stop soon and get moving.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
you can play brand new to all the other chicks out here
but i know what you are, what you are baby.
womaniser, womaniser.
you're a womaniser, baby.
boy don't try to front,
i know just what you are.
what you are.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
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yingjing says:
When I started as a seventh grader
I didn't think life could be greater.
Soon everything fell apart
and you pieced together my broken heart.
I opened up and let you in,
I never thought you'd hurt me in the end.
I never understood what went wrong.
I didn't think it would hurt this long.
All the things you said to me,
I always thought we would be.
The past we cannot forget
But our hearts might be f
yingjing says:
illed with great regret.
I've survived heartbreak and I'll do it again.
I cannot dwell on one of you men.
Love comes your way each and everyday,
It isn't obvious but is shown in a different way.
Some people feel it and others don't,
There are some people who just won't.
Loving is living,
You have to be giving.
Hiding away won't solve the problem today.
Embrace each chance to give your heart away
yingjing says:
Love hurts but take chances,
You will find different romances.
I will open my heart once more
But my heart will always be sore.
yingjing says:
GUYS COME AND GO BABY
a says:
omg. yeas
yingjing says:
You broke my heart in two
And took me like a bet,
with all you put me through
I have so many regrets.
To lose you was worth it,
although I wasn't sure,
it seemed to make me happy,
but still so insecure.
We always said Forever
we would take it to the end
never give it up
but this time my heart couldn't mend.
It cut so deep into me
I guess it hurt you too
but when you did it, then you lied
I had
yingjing says:
to say "we're through."
I gave you all I had
I tried to make it last
but now all we have
are memories from the past.
So look me in the eye
and tell me what you see
a girl so broke inside
who's been through misery.
And now I’m moving on
with the pain that kills inside
but I’m starting to forget
by reminding myself, how you lied
yingjing says:
dont cryy dont be broken
yingjing says:
cos you've been thru this and i know you'll always pull thru
i'm trying to move on, tears in line, this is what it's called being so upset.
i dont know what to think anymore now.
when you finally actually realise yourself in your own mirror, doing whatever you are doing now, floating away, pb.
Friday, October 17, 2008
puke. you're more disgusting, gimme bitch fight. i'l just sit and watch you. omg, you make me puke.
just a pucker. ewwww, i can't help it. ewwww. arginine.
7 things i like about you, and 7 things i don't like about you.
alright, let me hear you say "hey, hey, hey".
you'l probably be quiet and scream silently for whatever i say. or just smile.
bad boy, and misery. they are so covalently bond together.
donkey arse and fugly. what more? can everybody say "shut up and drive"? like just get it right, make things right. once bitten, twice shy. this goes into the repeat function, and i so don't wanna breakdown and cry again. you make me wanna sit on a plane and fly away, never to come back again. pb.
it's stronger than i think it was, but you'l have to repeat it all over again. cause i'm once bitten, twice shy. sucker punch, you!
don't like this feeling.
seriously, i don't know what to do. i'm stuck and i've been stuck for a fair bit of time. can i just be myself forever.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
everytime you walk away or run away, you take a piece of me with you there.
you always do.
smile and it's complete.
only somewhere we know and till then, all the answers remain a secret.
c monster, i love.
pea head, i like.
why not, i can't answer.
how now, i remain so clear but so clueless at the same time.
all not that abc 123 in the end.
goodnight, goodnight. pb.
a.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
...
3 dots.
omg, really, o.m.g. ahhh. to the max.
marketing and molecular genetics are so important now, now, nowwww.
come what may.
to overseas, cheers, i really want you.
to xyxyxyxy, what is the best?
to time, gimme gimme more gimme more.
so come what may.
make me mug more. quadruple m. ha.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
i kinda love teenage pop now. all the nostalgic it brings.
bobo's really adorable now. i told him to stay outside but as usual, my baby boy loves to sneak in or worst, sashay in with his fluffy tail, thinking i've forgotten the rule "stay". he's actually lying at the edge of the door way; cause my door's open. neither inside the room or outside of the room. i took a picture of it. he's my chihuahua.
i'm fall out boy. black and white, yeas and no. you can't tell, neither can i.
the need to study for everything, but let's just start with lab report. sucker punch it.
Saturday, October 04, 2008
look who's spying..!
to pretty missus pink walls "twin":
i miss those days at the pool, i miss those tiny tiny moments of pretty much just talking. maybe it has taken on its toll and maybe, just maybe i see it now in myself. because i think this is not true, not real. or i haven't been real to myself but forcing things down my throat myself. oh well, if i were to say, this ghost is haunting me back, can you please tell me how you feel?
oh bluebird, tired and torn.
hot with passion.
free and easy.
that mix of hot n' cold,
i dare not ponder.
bluebird bluebird, now do you know.
'cause i might know now.
to sajc:
i miss you like shit. it's so different now without school uniforms and teenage frolick at macs. those daily teh pings at the cafe. and warm delicious croissants. plus those lazy moments when the sun is scorching hot reflecting off the monk's bald head. seventeen, O' seventeen, where've you been! have we become casual now that our schedules are more packed and we're in different colleges.
to yj:
this gossip girl, xoxo. omg i love you to the max. no one does it like you do. not my nanny but i'l gladly help split it against half. you know like ease the pressure. can't believe school has taken much toll that i'm actually on the 11th on your list now. lol. oh well, i'm gonna so make sure we're gonna go out, go tan, go gym, go this and that before come feb 14. sad valentines. miss you like shitxsxzxsxzxsxzx.
to val:
darling, i'm all ready to hear your dirty little secret story now (: you've my fullest attention and for that i'm gonna make darn sure we have mini talks in school or mugging sessions, no talk during mug period. i hope you're coping well with math, and those killer logics you have. i'l die to understand just one line of it. thank god for everything except that. oh well, love darling.
to black cookie monster "please, please":
just a few words and a few line. or maybe just a line. okay i really don't know. but i wanna see your mind to day 85. because i still do remember the rock song with a broken page and a lone green coloured pea in it. x-plane.
to all:
oh i love you all (: you all, all, a for all and a for awesome.
a.w.e.s.o.m.e