Friday, December 29, 2006
you dumb dumb gimme gum gum.
lol.
right. val babe. if you're reading this, (i doubt so. lol.) i'm dying to get the photos. lol. my coffin is just beside me already. HAHA. you know i'm just kidding. take your time. x)
i found out i'm a bad bad bus partner. cause i dont like to talk on the bus. haha. mr feng died of boredom today. i like to sleep on the bus. i like to see the cars outside. i like to watch trees go by. haha. it so nice to sit by the window. x) and not talk.
okay, unless you're really talkative and super duper funny. i'll talk. HAHA.
to dan, my lil sis, take care always and dont forget to drink lots of water, blah blah you know all the 'crap' they always say. haha. yeas, i'll keep you in my prayers. really really missed you alot. and the rest too. like peishi, tzeting and that funny small boy, that malay girl with short hair. haha. brings back so many good memories.
RED. GREY. BROWN. BLUE. PINK. BLACK. WHITE.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
okay. first, this has been on my mind for quite some time. i can't help but to finally WRITE IT DOWN. x)
question no. 1: is it just an agenda you need to complete? are we just another to-do on your list? okay, that's 2 questions.
question no. 3: if so, who is it that's really you? i can't help to stop and wonder sometimes.
anyway, i find it weird. the idea of it. call it disapproval or whatever. i'm not a subject to understand. this is a human talking to you. i have all my 5 senses. ahem. you're either a people-person or otherwise.
okay, i'm going to change the topic now. X) 1 word. awesome.
oh yeas, and,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL. hohoho.
this marks the end of chalets and bbq and party. x) it's been a very exciting week. hooper's house is SO wow. the food. the cheesecakes. the xbox. and even the bed. haha! was great. the bed was a queen sized. it's like a hotel. only foc. then after that was party at safra with ray and company. lol. laughed ALOT. because of this infectious laughter coming out from ray's friend. totally hilarious. it was alot of fun. when this ended, chalet at pasir ris started. bbq again. for the 3rd time. food was great. the gathering was er. haha. i don't know how you call it, but there were only 6girls and 2 guys on the last night of chalet.
junior college. cca. and secondary. quite a blast. haha. i miss everyone now. haha.
Monday, December 11, 2006
oh my. i have so much to write about today. first, about polo. blahblah. all the usual talk-about. x) and craps. anyway, polo is always fun. even after all the swimming, when we're all so jaded/tired, and we have to listen to jiaolian talk, listen to ivan/ray talk. LOL. i just don't know why but i won't complain about it. about waking up so early? hell yeas! BUT i get to sleep on the bus, so it's okay. haha!
then there's that dance show on TV ! my favourite show. i love it down to bits and pieces MAN ! the dancers are SOO GOOD ! the way they boogie down and groove to the music. ooo. i love it ! when i see them dance, i feel like dancing too ! lol. awesome show. i really hope the local one will be as good as this. the expectation isn't that high. it's LOCAL afterall. haha. people arent daring or open to boogie down on the streets after having a great day. x)
talking about dancing, jt's songs are such COOL songs to dance too ! LOL. i found that out the other day watching victoria's secret fashion show. the way he danced around. HIS FEET ! they are like flying ! haha! great stuff ! feel like dancing too ! it's dance dance day for me.
and about the "party" i still don't know whether or not to go. aye. a tumble-dryer full of questions and answers to be sorted out. lol. i simply can't do this in 24hours.
mr foo asked me to keep on writing. but i guess this isn't what he wants me to write about. lol.
equality between the sexes? some may agreed, perhaps only after a brief glance at the surface on the issue. others think not. well, they have certainly spent a great deal thinking about it, otherwise they have witnessed or experienced the inequality. haha. whatever it is, i feel theres still inequality. women are women. men don't see women as men. lol. you don't see women at construction sites. okay maybe cause we know our physical disabilities. LOL. but for example, in certain countries, women are not provided with education ! and i'm sure your future employer would prefer a male cause he doesnt need to take long maternity leaves or he's more depend-able for physical strength. anyway, that's what mr foo is asking for? i hope i did it. HAHA.
and i love my diary ! X)
goodnight !
Sunday, December 10, 2006
dear diary. i'm feeling refreshed.
maybe it's because i took a dip into the pool before service. or maybe it's because of 'OPEN SEASON'. it's SO SO CUTE ! and kinda funny. "oi !" the squirrels on their pine trees. and boog the bear. elliot the skinny antelope? or gazelle? haha! and the porcupine is uber funny! "buddy..." i think i LOVE the rabbits. they didnt have much lines in the movie but they're used as 'stones' to throw at people. darn cute and hilarious. LOL. XD and the rabbits didnt complain! like zombies. they got up to their feet and helped each other up. haha!
anyway, the polo matches were exciting. against scotch college from aus. we lost, obviously. haha but the difference was below 20 balls. x) still, i think we are terrible and horrible. xP the aussies were good and strong. muscular but lean. yeas. and rj was crazy. totally wiped us out. haha.
hope next year we'll be exceeding expectation.
plus, kids are learning not only the piano but swimming too. the pool is too crowded. i can't swim without taking a look around first. xD they are ALL AROUND. left right up down front and back.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
okay. get ready to hear me rant. i'm pissed right now. maybe just for this split second. so thanks for hearing me.
i've exhausted what i have already. and i ain't gonna break into it any further. darn it. i got a bad feeling. totally sick and tired of asking and having to reason. wth. hello?? this isn't 1950s when fishball noodles cost only 50cents. and i'm not a kid anymore. i don't wanna be cooped up at home. sitting in front of my lappy. !!!!! i know you don't trust me like you say you do. it's like full of crap sometimes. and i don't know what are you driving at? all plain talking. no actions.
seriously, what jiaolian said today was kinda true. lol. but i'm sure there's a pure and good heart in the most i-don't-know-how-to-explain kind of person. x) i believe so, and i can see that sometimes. ah whatever, we are a team and we work like one. X)
and i don't mind being the goalie of the team.
EAT TO LIVE. EAT TO LIVE. EAT TO LIVE. EAT TO LIVE. and not live to eat.
RAH !