Saturday, January 19, 2008
indescribable. i need a bungee jumping machine.
how would i know?
Labels: you
Friday, January 18, 2008
HELLO YJ. lol.
(if you see this)
can you believe it? i'm blogging in the office. haha. how sian can it get? i dont know what to do already, so i'm just sitting here waiting for one pm to fly by.
hello pod, what should i do now?
guess it'll just be the way it is. guess it'll never come true. guess the pictures'll turn yellow and age.
i guess it's beginning to be more of a mind game.
guess, everything will turn to be more than just a page on my history book.
but do i even know?
only you can tell me,
as i guess.
Monday, January 14, 2008
McFly songs make my heart flutter and fly like bubble bees. they cuddle my heart like soft pillows. they make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
and my darling baby honey bun popo turned 9 yesterday(: my sweetie pie, love, happy birthday. may you not lose another tooth, not loose even more weight, forever be happy(:
guess it won't be the way i dream. guess it will be what i see and hear. what i don't wish to. but still they make my heart fly like bubble bees too!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
paralyzer.
i'm not paralyzed but i seem to be struck by you.
i wanna make you move,
because you're standing still.
and if your body matches what your eyes can do.
you'll probably move right through me,
on my way to you.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
spranglish. or is it spanglish? i've forgotten but it's really sweet and moving. and paz vega? she's really pretty.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
2007 has been rather overwhelming. not what i really want or like, sometimes, things just happen unknowingly. tv dramas aren't much confined with it's four walls, afterall.
it's kinda upsetting to think about it. all we've gone through and are still going through. the pressure for being the eldest. i really wanna go to neverland sometimes. 'cause i dont have to grow up.
i'm trying to be optimistic about everything and anything. and i miss dear xy, cause i think it's because of her, i'm like always laughing. i saw her the other day (probably weeks weeks ago). and she's still that tall. haha. i'm like a dwarf beside her please. haha. she still has long shoulder length hair with a centre-parting that i doubt she'll change. lol, cause it's like that since ten thousand years ago. haha. she's left her glasses though. and i'm wondering if she still plays the piano. 'cause i love it when she does. (: she got all the sources for sheet music and everything. and that's where i get my beautiful pieces from. lol. even though i yahoo! alot, but searching something so rare on the net will just be quite impossible to me. dont ask me to use google, cause i don't like google(: (:
ah, there's just too many people in my mind. cindy lee, she thinks i've turned angmoh and everything. lol. she's still the same. haha. nope, no change, baby. then there're people like "curry puff face" shern whey, who have obviously, totally and ridiculously, forgotten who i am already. lol. he totally disappeared, mia, gone with the wind after 6 years of freaking funny moments. i almost gave up searching for him when i found his "traces of curry puff face" on facebook. lol.
then, came karen and valerie and sijie and her troupe of people. i hope karen's fine. should ask alicia about this soon(: 'cause i really do care about her, zakir, okay. anyway, haha. valerie "kingkong". my bff and confidante (even though i think i've many other confidantes too). oh, how do i love her. she's slowly turning into a woman now. thank god. haha! then sijie and her troupe of people. nothing much to add on but we've shared much freaking funny moments too. laughing our butts off the chairs and tables. sometimes, probably all the way back home. (:
of course, i've haven't forgotten this dude. i'm not a forgetful person and everything. thanks for everything you've done and gave me? haha. you were really sweet and i hope there's someone who's really meant for you. maybe eddie or valerie. haha. i'm just kidding. thank you and i couldn't ask for more(:
okay, then came the next few years, close by. probably made more friends than i've never done before. people from church. people from sajc. people from "i dont know where either, cause they just drop from the sky". people from pjc.
can't say much cause there's really way too much to say. but i'm really really glad for everyone that've bumped into me, mysteriously dropped from the sky or understand legal circumstances shaked hands with me.
it's been an exciting 2007 and also a rough one. but i hope 2008 will be a beautiful one and i swear i'm gonna catch the next fireworks. 'cause they're SO SO SO PRETTY that they just touched my heart. lol.
auf wiedersehen, 2007.
aloha, 2008.
p/s time to change your calendar!!!