Thursday, November 23, 2006
i cant do things that i used to before now. people watch you and you don't know who exactly are they sometimes. this huge wall in front of me i can't break through. whilst my voice is being heard, i cant see where it goes. on deaf ears? or to places i wish they had not go to. it ain't a mistake but a thought gone haywire.
my words are like locks.
you try to peep into it.
but sometimes,
you can't make things out.
you can't see what i see.
try to pry it
you'll just fail
time and again
your hands
they grow old and brittle
and i'll be in my little haven,
laughing,
frolicking around.
with only one key,
that's how i want it to be.
my secrets remains a mystery
and i'll tell no one
except
YOU.
hanson, hanson. baby hanson! lol. yeas.
i seriously NEED to sort out my time tomorrow. mhmm.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
woo~ i'm going on the plane to thailand soon. 545pm. and sharks! i'm having flu. stupid. i feel very very sick. hope the LEMSIP will work wonders. haha. yeas. byebye "uniquely" singapore and hello, thailand. XD
Thursday, November 16, 2006
to real clock time, it is a thursday. but to me, it's still wednesday, the 15th of November. X) so this is about an exciting wendesday. AND, happy birthday ivan. LOL. i can't forget how ray imitated the way you walk. sorry eh? lol. it was really funny. indeed. haha!
HAHA. today's training was quite fun. x) but exhuasting. threw balls, shoot goals, played a game and swam don't know how many laps. my arms are coming off already. and i'm getting tanner! oh no. i don't wanna get any tanner than this.
after training went to church for a FOLLOW-UP ! haha! learnt something new today. about the 4 types of heart. i hope you're not any of the other 3 excluding the "GOOD GROUND". me, melvin and jianming went to FORT CANNING PARK! i didnt go there before so i thought it was very far. they claimed so. bluff me. lol. and it's VERY BIG !! whoa! SO BIG. i didnt know we could reach cityhall through fort canning park! wah. it was definitely an eye-opener. saw tomb stones of important people during the past. i don't know who they are, but their tombstones look very unique. european style. yeas. X)
and we saw this christian teaching the bible to this younger girl. SHE, the teacher(i don't know what to call her), slammed the book onto the table at KFC. she was SO angry. like "you better do this this this." whoa! SO FIERCE. haha. and now, we realised how good our leaders are to us. X)
lots of stuff happened today. especially, during the polo team dinner at marina bay. it was so very funny! played games while waiting for the rest. this uncle came to us and gave us leaflets about his steamboat outlet. he offered us each 11bucks with free drinks. okay, that's rather a good one. but we've gotta wait for the rest. so we continued our games. lalala. then after almost everyone have arrived, that same uncle came and offered us each 10bucks instead!! LOL. "ok, set. let's go." maybe if we stayed longer at the station, he might offer us an even LOWER price? haha. had alot of fun there. eating chicken. most of which were FATS. they are clearly trying to CHEAT our money. and the prawns are not exactly LIVE as advertised too. only that few on the top. sylvia is a good cook! her chicken is SO nice! haha. there were too many jokes and crapping stories to tell them all.
but, the part about ray's drunken friend when ray bought beer back was totally FUNNY.
imagine your good friend is drunk, and this is what he/she says:
1. "eh..how to on this MP3? so many buttons..i don't know how to on it." the bottom line is that there's in fact only ONE button on the MP3. LOL
2. he/she starts crying in front of you and "eh..i really wanna win this match. i don't wanna lose. eh, can you give me a cigarette? i wanna try smoking." he/she receives a cigarette UNLIGHTED and puts it in his/her mouth, sucking it, and finally blows out NOTHING BUT AIR IN FACT. LOL. he/she thought he/she had smoked. "eh. tell her/him, i'm so sorry. i'll not smoke next time. please okay?" LOL.
3. he/she goes out on the streets and start doing hi-5s with strangers. even as he/she gets into the taxi, he/she even waves and says goodbye to them. remember they are TOTAL STRANGERS. LOL.
4. he/she takes an empty can of drink and wants to refill his cup. he/she was too drunk to realise the can is empty. so, "okay, it's coming out already. soon." as he/she TRIES to pour the drink into his/her cup. LOL !! XD
5. and he/she wants to do his/her business outside. "where's the bushes? i cant see. where is it?" LOL. in fact, the bushes are just in front of him/her.
6. he/she stands up to leave the place as he says "OK!". then when he/she stands up, "SIAO!" and sat back down. LOL!!!!
7. he/she decides to leave the place FINALLY, to head to another destination. he/she walks to the opposite direction instead of the correct way, in his own ability. you correct him/her and tells him/she the RIGHT WAY. HAHAH! drunken people are very blur.
8. he/she finally does his/her business in the bushes but wants people to block him/her. "eh, block me in the front too!!" there are bushes in front of him/her, IN FACT. he/she didnt realise it.
HAHA. so funny. samuel and ray kept telling us crappy jokes. SO FUNNY! samuel became so tired and thristy after all the jokes. haha. shall tell you one next time if i remember. LOL. they are really very funny.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
last night was horrible. i couldn't sleep! i kept sneezing! the blanket is too thin i realised. and the fan is just above me. can you imagine not being able to fall asleep cause it's too cold and you're sneezing so much?
anyway, had to rest at home. but val pulled me out of bed. we went to vivo city. and boy, the place is very very cold! x) OH YEAS. and i tried a skirt! for fun. haha. val picked one for me. didn't really liked it, but ah..haha! just for fun. yeas. and we went to GAP. the store. love this tee with a huge print of the brand name, GAP. ties in with our band name! LOL.
don't worry, i'll be back.
______
so, the problem is this. i can't sort it out properly. i'm trying my best though.
today was the last and final time we're gonna spend together in a classroom as S17. with project work. cause i don't wanna do it again next year. x) and yeas, you know why too. had LOTS of laughs in class after everything was over. the interview. the bloopers. "yea, and he's tall. did i just saw that?" LOL. and the "we're A-S-S". me, sophie and sylvia. haha. and yeas, we're always here for you, tall guy! LOL.
anyway, the birds must hate me today. IT shit on me! the THING fell on my shoulders and my tee!! AHH. shit on my tee! HOW WORST CAN IT GET? luckily i was holding a plastic bag. used it to cover the THING. not 1 strip of shit. FEW strips of shit. argh. thank God the birds' bowels are well. right colour for faeces. XP i don't even dare to smell the THING.
and after swimming today, i realised my right arm is stronger than the left arm. XP i don't think this is good. yeas, if you get what i mean. haha!
Sunday, November 12, 2006
today was supposed to be a bad bad day cause i'm down with flu due to sinus. i struggled to keep awake. flu medicine makes you drowsy. it dulls your mind. and all you want to do is to close your eyes and seclude yourself in another part of your mind, devoid of noise. x) yeas, it's that feeling. anyway, naz told me about his little secret departure. i can blog a little about this right, naz? okok. not going to say the details but i'm really REALLY so happy for you. do SA proud. do DUNEARN proud. even though we don't have a dunearnite hockey team. HAHA. but you've found your path.
HAHA. i don't know why i'm SO HAPPY for you. maybe cause you sounded like a lost sheep which has found its sheperd in your document. LOL. anyway, CONGRATS !
okok. xinyu wants me to do this. haha. me, being nice, i'll do it. x)
Message: can u name 11 people u can think of right off the top of ur head ? don't read da question underneath until u rite da names of all 11 people . this is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list da name first . NO CHEATING !
#1 valteo
#2 melvin
#3 jolene
#4 eric
#5 charlene
#6 nazri
#7 yingjing
#8 weiling
#9 kinonn
#10 yonghui
#11 sophie
1.how did u meet 10 ?
- haha SAJC 06S17. hooper introduced i think?
2.wad would u do if u have never met 6 ?
- then,...i wouldnt be so happy. x)
3.have you ever seen 4 cry ?
- HAHA.
4.wad will u do if 6 and 2 dated ?
- they are not gay. lol. tsktsktsk.
5.do u think 1 is pretty ?
- HAHA. pretty in her own way. (see i'm so nice!)
6.tell me smth about number 11.
- she has no sense of embrassement tsktsktsk. girls' school.
7.how do you know 8 ?
- HOGC. and jolene.
8.would u ever go on a date wif number 5 ?
- whoa. muscle woman. lol. i'm STRAIGHT.
9.wad's 7 favourite colour ?
- red?
1o.wad would u do if 2 confessed tt he/she liked u ?
- LOL. i got NTHING to say.
11.Fact about 9
- he can't sing. LOL.
12.who is 6 goin out wif ?
- not very sure. x)
13.who is number 5 to u ?
- my goody friend, the canoeist! X)
14.would u ever live wif 11 ?
- NOO.
15.is 2 single ?
- HAHA.
16.how much does 3 mean to u ?
- alot. she's my goody friend too! x)
17.wad do u think about 1 ?
- lol. what do YOU think?
18.wads da best thing bout number 8 ?
- she's a nice person. easy to talk to.
19.wad do u dislike about number 10 ?
- er. nothing? friends don't dislike anything abt each other right?
20. 11 ppl tt i wan dem to do .
- (ok, i'm a nice person. shan't write any names down here. haha. X))
Saturday, November 11, 2006
you don't anyhow say ! i don't have any crush or whatever you call it on this person. XP
anyway, today's training was quite alright. just that constant neck pain and swollen eye giving me problems. it's quite bad, cause i had to tilt my head to breathe with every stroke. X) yeas and the swollen eye, oh mama.. i look like i'm crying. lol. but isn't that bad when it's raining. xD can't see the difference anyway. tears and raindrops. haha!
oh yeas, yingjing is mesmerized by this sec3 polo boy, by the name of paul. tsktsk. we told jiaolian abt it and help her. jiaolian just laughed and said sth like "this is none of my business." HAHA. so funny. i've never seen someone so glued to another before.
monday's training is at 930AM. !! yeas! this is GOOD news ! i won't miss badminton and all. X)
and xinjie was very hilarious with the camera today. X) plus, yolanda's HAIR is WHOA!! tsktsk. red streaks you know?!
go watch this!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjCpT8NbmME&eurl= HAHA!! the baby is SO CUTE. i want my baby to be like that. XD
Monday, November 06, 2006
i'm officially on a break from exams. no more! YEAS. i'm freed. haha. project work was a roller coaster ride. but the experience was quite awesome. i feel like a working adult LOL. i think i've become more loud and opinion-ated because of my mama. erm. HAHA. THANK YOU.
so many things, all in this puny head of mine.
argh. i really REALLY wanted to stayover at hooper's house. it's happening as i say. rah. i wanna play the playstation. i've never played one since don't-know-when, and it's THE hooper's floor! LOL. must be long, neat?, comfy! and there's a swimming pool. oh mama! gosh. so tempting! mmhmm. and i can't go. argh. nevermind, there's always a next time. i gonna GO next time. haha. x)
people, go to minds cafe or some sort like that, you'll realise games isn't only about uno and monopoly. haha! there's so many! jungle stick. pit. the hands game. ugly doll. LOL. and it's 5bucks from 2 to 6pm. free flow of drinks and games. and boy, the cup is SO HUGE! like a large sized mac drink. XD super big.
before we left, we played the hands game, & the forfeit was to drink the whole cup of whatever there's left for guys and half a cup for girls. (cause there's alot of drinks left around.) it's ALOT. we've gotta follow exactly what the cards show. kinda like sign language competition. haha! but quite fun. rule: we weren't allowed to go to the toilet until the drinks are exhausted! LOL. yonghui, kahfai & hooper all ran for the toilet after it ended. i think my bladder could have burst when i start running if it's me. LOL. and the place is air-conditioned. worst. HAHA !
Thursday, November 02, 2006
mmhmm. i forgotten what to write. let me recall first.... seriously i can't remember. but i know i have something to say here.
see. talk to you till i can't remember what to say.
OH! ya ya. i finally remembered!
yeas. mama today asked me whether we wanna go canada for a trip to visit aunty jennifer. OH. of course i said yes. X) but mama's not going with us cause she's too busy with work. so, we've gotta be independent, and to do that, she's gonna send us to thailand again after earn's relative 100th birthday bash. HAHA. can you imagine? 3 trips in a year! i can't wait for it. and i'll miss out lots of things. training, church, friends, family and etc. mmhmm!
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
today IS wednesday. i edited my entry. x) and i just woke up. blogger doesn't allow me to alter the time of post. YAWNS.
training later. YAWNS. X)
to be cont'd
whoa! today i did leg press with 70KG ! LOL. challenging.. haha! quite hard but i did it! XP gym is kinda hard afterall. i felt my muscles after the session. XD and today rained so hard. wondered if there was water training after that.
anyway, went to IMM just now. WOW. the mall is so big now! so many shops. AND my favourite adidas is there too! Pepper lunch. delicious.. the worst part is i bought the wrong size of pants and top! DAH!! non-exchangable. non-refundable. how how? i feel like a fool now..
chinese A is coming. and i don't feel nervous. ok, i think i feel it now, (as i type). gee! haha. arh. i can't wait for 6nov to end. the anticipation of being free is so so enticing.
oh ohoh. we saw utt and linda at IMM's coffee club. they were filming something. maybe a second installation of 'chase'? x) my mama didn't wanna move. stood there and looked at them. HAHA. "mama, let's go. we look very idiotic." so we left, but my mama asked "is that shan wee?" lol. "no. that's utt. a VJ on mtv." ah, haha. it's so funny. xD