Thursday, February 28, 2008
i cant put down my pen and paper. if you can't be there, don't be. i'm in a blind spot, standing under the moonlit night.
if aunty doreen is serious abt her daughter's tuition plans, that'l be a secured part-time job.
if i can find time to go down to cafe del mar with bobby, that'l be the start of possibly a waitressing job.
if i can pull through it all, results and plans, and more plans, jelen jelen, your voice is so sweet, makes me relax and breathe easy, so don't stop singing(:
if i can make it through all these i-dont-know-why-you-do-this, that'l be the start of possibly a new something.
yj yj did you get your gmail account? meow.
sewfee(: how's tuition? please eat more okay, you're like becoming from an extra small size to an extra extremely puny size. haha.
val pok, bet you're too lazy to logon, to read this luh.
"she drifts so lightly floating in her dripsy dresses"
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i can change my destination and plans if there's something worth to do so.
Monday, February 25, 2008
everywhere, you're everywhere to me. so why can't i breathe whenever i think about you? perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. i don't like trashy music.
i see you in the train.
i see you on my table.
i see you in my computer.
i see you at the bus stop.
i see you in my dreams.
i see you in my phone.
i see you when i see your mates.
i see you in the pool.
i see you on the face of the yellow ball.
i see you along the corridors of hdb flats.
i see you while walking home.
i see you sitting beside me in the bus.
i see you having lunch.
i see you on the internet.
i see you in the north, south, east and west.
i see you on my ipod.
i see you through the songs.
i see you at macs.
i see you in school.
i see you on harshbrowns, green tea, japanese curry.
i see you at shopping malls.
i see you in peanut butter cookies.
i see you everywhere.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
HELLO NGYINGJING, and the rest of the world, again.
i must update everyday? brawh.
today's sunday. means, tomorrow's a monday! mmm, how exciting. and the week's gonna start all over again! oh, so sacred name, and sacred place. my god! narwh. i think i dont like french fries anymore. i dont like the taste of it. and i dont love harshbrowns.
i can just sleep and roll around the bed the whole day. play solitaire and keep dealing again and again, cause i cant solve it. narwh. how sad! this is so boring. and i'm thinking what to wear for work tomorrow. can you imagine what's going to happen during uni?! we've to think about what to wear everyday! everday... brawh.
and i wonder who spies on my blog. if i had gprs for internet, i would definitely sign up for that. so interesting! anyway, i cant wait to get my pay. cause it's hard earned moolahs! you know?? and i'm leaving that indian mnc soon.
what else should i say? i'm like so blah now. lol, i can just go on and on and on, about anything and everything. i want a pair of slippers. i want to throw away my wallet, it's a little small. i want shorts! i want the SUN. i want to do something, but i dont know what's that. mmmm, read my mind. lol. ya, i want to work too, i want to do sth other than sit in the office and read commercial timings.
YES! (: just feel like saying that.
Labels: sunday mornings
Friday, February 22, 2008
i can just faint now. blind spells and shooting stars, my god.
so kiss myself goodbye, you'll cry tonight. blank face little girl, your colours running down. cry out my world, this copulated kiss, and it's the last you deserve, it's the one you love. away, away. dreaming you, so easy, yea.
push your daisies, a thousand maybes, a thousand left i'm done. hear my heartbeat, look into my eyes, today. don't want to think, don't wish to stand still. if you must, catch me if you can.
so kiss myself goodbye.
so kiss yourself goodbye.
so kiss ourselves goodbye.
Labels: dreaming you, so easy, yea
Thursday, February 21, 2008
HELLO NGYJ. lol. and probably the rest of the mysterious ppl out there, "spying". haha.
work, work work, work until i die. i rather walk the dog and take a part time job. go clean some kennels and feed the dogs. i don't mind travelling abroad to work. work, work, work. earn some moolahs and get fed. my goodness, i'm so wasted sitting in the office, looking through commercials and numbers.
i ate green peas for breakfast(: i love green peas, they make my face glimmer with joy, joy, joy(:
and i'm so into switchfoot's oh! gravity. hearts on fire, baby(:
for that, i'm going to keep my butt off the seat, off the bed. no time to think, just come what may.
mmmhmm, uh huh, yea, mmm. yesterdays, when we're so young and free. just hear the slow drum beats, feels like you're falling into a dream, falling into a cloud. mmmmhmm. now how does it feel like? (:
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
i love clouds. aren't they fascinating? the way they are. as the wind blows, they change. into dogs, into circles, into fluffs that i dont know what they look like. when the season changes, they turn mouldy. like black, dark clouds. and they cry, big drops, small drops, medium drops. that's the sadest moment for clouds. it's like theyre disintegrating or something. but i still love clouds. big fluffy white things. just like a sheep. white fluffy things.
drink coffee, drink tea, drink beer, drink rum, drink gin.
youre like somewhere over the rainbow, somewhere on the moon, just somewhere i know.
pod. that thing. do that thing, and i'll press your button. you'll die of laughter.
yj yj yj yj yj yj, you know what i want to say the best. and you just know it. even though if you think you dont, but i know you know. so i wont say it. yj yj yj yj yj yj yj. this is formally the password to the secret secret.
aye, i dont know what i'm talking abt already.
hug that thing, hug the other thing, and i'll hug this thing.
my heart is on fire. and i cant seem to stop it, stop writing.