Monday, February 14, 2005
A small birthday gift from Jacelyn:
Isn't it sweet??
Lol.
It's Valentines Day!!
Love is all around today.
Little Kam shall be in the lime light today. At least for one day.
He's so adorable and cute!
Saturday, February 12, 2005
I'm so happy today. It's my 16th birthday party.
So many of my good friends came. Xueyi, Karen, Valerie, Sijie, Hongyan, Alexia, Huiling, JingJing and last but not least, HimLim.
So many pressies, so much food! We've got pizzas with the 's', noodles, fishballs, chicken wings and drum sticks, bak kua, curry puffs, meatballs and many more! Wosh... We ate so much. Heh..drank pepsi and coke! Then, we played with the dogs. Abbie got praised for her cuteness. (By the way, Abbie is a 2-month-old puppy). Sheba and Bobo got their attention from SiJie. Lol, she says they are adorable. Okay. I let Sheba out for a while. I thought that Sheba would at least show some gentleness in her behaviour but alas, she was way too excited and kept running around, barking. Haha... Valerie and Hongyan were frightened by her excitment and hid in my study room. *Giggles* At the same time before, HuiLing played the piano. Two words to sum it all: so good...!! Heh..
Then, the real fun begins. We gathered into my study room and played songs to sing to and "dance" to. Lol!! Kelly Clarkson followed by S.H.E, then, Blue and a short note from Madonna, while ending the "sing-along" session with Simple Plan!! Haha..!! It was crazy. We bounced on the bed. Poor bed. Blast the hi-fi system and sang our hearts out. It was loud...!! SO LOUD!!! Pictures were taken too. Of course, you can't forget about taking pictures at such an enjoyable moment. We took lotsa pictures and my mom had to go downstairs to get the film.
Xueyi left at 1.30pm before the "sing-along" session cause she had to go visit her teacher. You know, Chinese New Year traditions. HimLim was second to leave. Both of them didn't get to eat the cake. Anyway, after the Simple Plan thing, we went to get my cake cut. Haha. What a surprise!! The whole bunch sang "Happy birthday" song first in English then in Chinese and lastly, in ENGLISH BUT FAST TEMPO!! HAHAHAHA. That was an eye-opener though it includes the Chinese New Year song SiJie-and-gang had sang as soon as they stepped into my house.
After eating our creamy-licious cake, we ate the main course AGAIN!! Haha. SiJie took a curry puff which bits of it "tragically" dropped into her cup of coke!! LOL! She poured away her cup of coke and took (as in drink) the whole bottle of coke left. HAHA! We even did a "Yum Sang" tradition when people would filled their cups and say "Cheers". Soon after, my party ended they left with not an empty stomach but hands full of packed food. This especially points to Alexia! Of course Huiling did packed away some of the bak kua but Alexia's packet was REALLY BIG!! Lol.
I enjoyed myself so much. So much so that it sort of reminded me of the upcoming problems in my mind. SJAB. Anyway, I'm really glad today. I had the most pleasurable moment in my life apart from some others as well. I so happy to have such good friends and to have kept in contact with XueYi. I'm so HAPPY!!! Everything will end in no more then a few more hours when a new day starts. I'll remember today. 'Cause I had a great time, unable to put in words, I can only say that I am glad, so glad to have such friends.
My problems ahead will surface. Thou shall not be blown away but stand firm and be strong. Whatever things may come, let them come. 'Cause thou shall know how to deal with it.
Thursday, February 10, 2005
I'm torn into millions of pieces
Between the matters of what one shouldn't indulge in right now.
My blood is pumping into my arteries
So hard
So furious
It could be the wine
But I only had a sip of it
I'm surrounded by the four walls
And I don't feel tired
Staring at them
'Cause it's all in my mind
Illusionary visions
They make my mind
Go mad.
-by Me (Low SiMin Amanda)
P.S It's all about my conscience. And it's private matter. The only thing I can say is that: I'm not tired and those 2 matters are bothering me. Though the 2 matters (if opened to you) may seem absurd.
Apple iPod. 20GB or 40GB. Gosh, that's alot!! iPod Photo holds even more; up to 60GB. Woot! Creative Zen Micro only holds up to a mere 5GB. Though it costs more for the iPod than the Zen.
I'm gone. To find someone to live for in this world. There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight, just a bridge that I gotta burn...You are wrong.
Monday, February 07, 2005
I'm gonna check 'Constantine':
If not, I'll wait for the DVD release and buy it. That's more worthwhile since I get to keep the movie.
He's so cute! The stubble on his chin. Messy hair. 'I'm no babe magnet.' Haha. That's a hilarious comment from him. 'No...You're not! You're a true babe magnet!!' Yap, you sure are one cute guy.
Sunday, February 06, 2005
It's very very late now. Going to sleep. Good night...
Saturday, February 05, 2005
My butterfly
You grew from nothing to a beautiful fly
You're my butterfly
I watched you grow
Give you food
From an ugly worm
To a lonely cocoon
I was always looking after you
My, when you became a beautiful little creature
Full of grace and poise
All ready to take flight
I still left your home untouched
Waiting for you to come back
That someday you might come back and see me
Alas, how foolish I was
You came and go
So fast
Time didn't wait for me
Now I couldn't see you
For you are travelling to new places everytime
And I'm in the vast blue sky
Yet still unwilling and unsatisfied
Till I find you back.
-by Low SiMin Amanda (duh. it's me)
P.S In case you don't understand, it's about the forgotten mother love. How society have abandoned their mothers after they have gave their own children tender love and care.
Thursday, February 03, 2005
5 weeks have past since Day 1.
Happenings in me:
1. I have a makeover with my hair. Short with fringe now. I miss my long-hair days...even though I like my style right now...*sobs* Long hair means so much to me since I was this small > .
2. New year=new challenges=new problems. Problem with piano and tight schedule starts to crop up. Thinking of stopping music for a year, but it also means stopping in infinity. *sobs* I love my music. My piano. Just like the hair thing. My heart is breaking.....I'm torn between a fork road. You can't choose both, you only can take 1 route....
3. Then, there's this trip to KL, Cameron Highlands. Stupid education=stupid ideas. I don't know how they choose the people but I heard it's the result; the better gets the chance. Nincompoo! Poo all the way. Don't the others get a chance?? You people always leave out the rest whom you claim as unworthy!! Shit you. 'Cause you should give the rest a chance. *sighs* Stupid people always make stupid mistakes that they don't even realise. Shame on YOU!
4. After the sadness and anger, it's the fun and excitment. Went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic for a Math Proficiency Test on Jan 1st. The bus was lousy. No aircon and the windows are panels not sliding ones. We were in a sauna. lol. Zakir started to sing songs (camping ones). I didnt understand cause I'm not in the sec 1 orientation camp or whatever camp they went while the others NOT ENTITLED TO GO...I just sat there and smile. That's all I can do at least Then, we began the 'wo ai ni de ai' song led by zakir and gang. It's hilarious when we did the Mr Raja version that was 'wo ai raja'. LOL. Of course, along the way to Ngee Ann, Zakir and gang made imitations of Mr Raja's and Mdm Hon's voice.
5. Feb the 1st. Bad day. I was feverish and had flu. Bad bad day. All started with a sore throat. Nevertheless, my friends were very loving and VERY SWEET TOO!! Oo la la...hmm...sweet sweet yummy. They sent me 'Get well soon' messages! I never expected such things in my life. Though I wish to point out a few things about this which I'll only write in 2 lines: 'You'll never expect what may come or go and who it's from. You will never know.'
That's all for today. My entry that includes in last 2 weeks or so.