Tuesday, July 31, 2007
i just want things to stay simple. like how one plus one can only equals to two.
i'm waiting for you to make a decision, and i'll patiently wait. for good things do not always come by easy. i'll just have to take on whatever that comes along the way. (:
find some comfort and love in the word 'colourful'. (:
because it brings much smiles and laughter.
but it just takes more than words to make me feel alright and happy.
and as the year is coming to an end, please make us whole again. mend these broken pieces. that's all i want. you and you.
spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seep from my veins
let me be empty and weightless
and maybe i'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of the angel
fly away from here...
-sarah mclachlan
dear angel, i'm happy cause you made me so. (: thanks for being there always. with lots of hugs and kisses and all things nice, me.
Labels: angel
Sunday, July 29, 2007
dear diary,
today is a sunday and i'm at home.
it's so irritating and 'arghh' to face weird behaviours. okay, this is certainly out of the ordinary and really really am quite surprised and shocked and stupidified and etc etc, by such 'arghh'...
oh my god, i know, you know. and i'm so glad, so happy, so (: , you understand. but every moment i try to conquer it, the pile of trash accumulates behind. and that pile will overflow and 'kaboom!'
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
and i CAN'T wait for every lovely/happy moment to come. (:
the way i feel tonight, and everyday:
life is like a highway, i will ride it all night long!
O' WHERE O' WHERE, CAN MY BABY BE? THE LORD TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME! (:
where'd you go? i miss you so, seems like forever, that you've been gone!
tell me when will you be mine? tell me, quando quando quando!
i believe in miracles, where you from. you sexy thing! (:
(scissor hands across eyes, then comb your hair and cup your ears and point)only you can set me free, cause i'm guilty, guilty as a girl can be! (:
OH MICKEY YOU SO FINE, YOU BLOW MY MIND! (:
(snap fingerss)i guess you say, what can make me feel this way. my girl! (:
yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away! now it looks as if it's here to stay!
I'M BRINGING SEXY BACK! ...GET YOUR SEXY ON! GO AHEAD BE GONE WITH IT! (:
(scrub brushes)i'm horny, horny horny horny!
COME ON BABY, DO THE LOCOMOTION! (:
(wide WIDE smile)KARMA KARMA KARMA KARMA CHAMELEON! (:
(SUPER WIDE SMILE)YOU! DOING THAT THING YOU DO!!! (: (:
(heart MELTS)you know i'd do most anything you want. hey i, i try to give you everything you need. i don't believe in many things, but in you, i do. (: (:
(slowly move side to side)saying i love you, it's not the words i want to hear from you...but if you knew how easy to show me how you feel, more than words is all you have to do to make it real. (:
(click fingers and SMILE)do you remember? 21st night, september.. our hearts are ringing, in the keys our souls are singing!! (:
(remember transformers)BABY COME BACK! (:
(HEART MELTS AND HANDS CUP FACE)oh, i wanna grow old with you!! (: (:
let's frame it up and keep it close to our hearts forever.
Labels: home, songs, you sexy thing
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
i don't want to be 'THAT GIRL'. take your stand and tell me your story.
with care, concern and love. (:
waterpolo competition is coming in 2 weeks! finally there's a date to look forward for. 6th august, just few days away from singapore's big bash at the bay.
PRETTYS, FOR EVERYTHING WE'VE WORK HARD FOR, LET'S WIN THE GAME!
SAINTSS! (:
Sunday, July 08, 2007
back on 30th june..you're gone. even young can't seem to replace you, because it's all biological.
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
And I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
Family in crisis that only grows older
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart
And I wear all your old clothes,
the old polo sweater I dream of another you,
one who would never
Never leave me alone to pick up the pieces
Daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed
So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart
Of a broken heart
I love you, I love you I love you, I... I love you!
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are...
The confessions of a broken heart
Ohhhh... yeah
And I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
Thursday, July 05, 2007
i just realised that most people who do not blog on a daily basis always blog when something sad or bad happened. or something that'll be more of an emotional than a happy, happy entry. right? haha. yea, i guess it's because people always are impacted and affected most when such stuff happen.
quite stupid, cause then, the whole blog will be depressed and angry. like some deprived kid without love and smiles.
NEHNEH! (: woah. they've grown so much?! all the business students in black suits and black shoes. looking pro. they are our profit-maximising entrepreneurers. lol. okay, maybe one or two looks more like the mafia and his assistant.
days have passed and i really do miss you. you defined as a generalised term.
1. i really miss everyone in service: all the laughter and smiles i onced knew, even though it wasn't entirely true and real.
2. i really do miss xueyi: we used to visit the library so often after school. and i used to visit your house. because of that, i grew a certain liking to vegetarian food and learnt how to cook spagetti.
3. i really miss my juniors: they're a happy bunch. i just love them so much and i feel so much for them. somehow i can understand and communicate with them better.
4. i really miss the badminton games: it was an interaction between the us and the guys. all the sweat and fun.
5. i really miss the class 4e1: it was a dynamic class with many cliques and complicated friendships. nonetheless, we pulled it through and forged friendships, i'll never forget.
6. i really miss the 4e1 teachers: they were a bunch of understanding, humourous crap. they guided us and for this, i love them.
7. i really miss the retardedly beautiful bunch of people: even though i dont understand some of you, but i could feel this warmth. the smile that lights up my day. all the crap and jokes and more shit and more laughters.
8. i really miss karen: i can't help but to mention her. for like more than 4 years i've known her and when she confided in me last year, i could really feel for her. the acceptance she yearned for previously, i really do hope she'll find it someday..
9. i really miss my nai ma: she was there for me when i fell. she was there for me when i cried. she was still there for me when we were sick. i love you because you are my second mother. i cry because i really miss your love. let me be there when you pass this age. give me the chance to see you once more after 12 years apart, and hopefully still counting.
10. i really miss you: you bring sunshine when my day is overcast and gloomy. brings laughter and smiles that are utter load of crap. how interesting, that i'll be upset when you're not here. the warmth that eludes from your presence. and for that i love you too. my home away from home.
there're more than 9 points that i miss. those non-material and non-human substances that i miss. it's way too much. when a new start begins, the list will lengthen and my life enriched.
ayy..i feel so touched when these people still remember us..