Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Nothing to write here today. I'm empty inside out. Na, na, na... The grooves of the "Rich Girl" is making me move. Now, it's "What You Waiting For?". Love her music, hate her dress code.
She's really a doll when she dresses up. I mean, Gwen Stefani. She's pretty though. Really pretty.
Anyway, I was half-way through my discussion with physchotic killers. I thought they are crazy and they usually have the most insane and inhumane ways of killing a human. Whatever method or way, they'll resort. I hate the suspense in such movies. My mind is filled with gory scenes now. Especially after I saw the trailer to 'House of Wax'. It's totally beyond human senses. I guess these physchos are intelligent and smart people of the society but broke down and went to a mental state whereby they cannot accept a terrible reality. Well, what can I say? That's life. Life's is not fair from the beginnning. But hey! Look on the bright side. We may be born with ill fates, but we have the advance technology and luxuries to enjoy. What more can I ask?
My life is a film and that I am a mere spectator. I totally, absolutely agree to that. Okay, stop it. I'm gonna be like my mom soon if I don't stop now.
Outline for today: My sanity hangs by a fragile thread everytime Raja gives homework. Really refreshed from the 2.4km run today. Wo~aah! 14.55mins. Unbeliveable. During practice, it was only like 16mins? Wo, ahah! A common attitude of 4e1. Will this happen again during my Os?
I have nothing to say anymore. I have said what I want.
The ending is near
Finding it is another thing
All I need now
Is time
Precious, priceless and invisible
Timeless nights tis' shall be; though it ain't
So Till then, Amigo! *disappears under the blanket with a swish*
Monday, March 28, 2005
Okay, where did I stop? I think I finished my piece yesterday.
So, today's kinda tight. I don't know why I feel like that. Inspiration overflow my cup. It's not dusty anymore. My cup is full and overflowing.
I feel frightened by your presence. I'm scared. The feeling of lost and rejection. I'll go into denial.
I feel sad to see you. I'm lost for words. The state of loneliness. I'll try to forget you.
I feel uneasy walking pass you. I don't know why. The state of being on cloud nine is no more but a history. You are nothing to me now, though a certain undescribable feeling tries to resurface.
It's 4 minutes to 11pm as I write this line. How time flies. Unbelievably fast. Anyway, I'm offline from my messenger. No more bugging from blinking chat boxes. Going to sleep now. But not before my daily supplement of Sue Townsend's wonderful books about Adrian Mole. Good Night, ...blog...heheh.
Sunday, March 27, 2005
I'm back. From my very hectic schedule to write. It may seem un-hectic at all to you cause you see me online in the messenger. But in actual fact, I'm multi-tasking. My fingers are programmed to turn on the laptop. Sometimes, reality wakes them up and I'll move the lappie away to give way to my homework. Talking about homework, my English TYS is not done yet. Ah, forget it. It's too late to do it now, lest, my cousin wants to sleep in his friend's room instead of my study room. (Cause whenever I'll here doing my thing, he automatically goes to his friend's room to hang out.) Bare with it, baby. Hes gonna move to the "tupperware" room by the end of this month and this room will return to its rightful owner- me!! I'm brainstorming to write this cause I can't let my cousin wait. Urgh...what to say? Maths? I'm doing fine with it. Only 3 chapters to announce it officially done. Okay, to end my entry let's do a little poetry. Heh~
Roses are red
Violet are blue
Temptation, don't you dare
Only delusions exist with you
Lest you wish to show me things, not of worldly passions
I'll not show myself to you.
My mom is bugging me to "let" the room for my cousin to sleep. Ah, to be continue another day, which, I'll not know when it will be, cause it could be a few days or even a week...
Thursday, March 24, 2005
The Eye 10. Okay. It's the first ever horror movie I've watched. It's so-so. Scary tactics were the sound effects and the ambience in the theater.
So, KoFei got lost in the Spirit World. April became lovesick and committed suicide. May and her cousin? Their spirits didn't get back in time and were trapped on earth forever (as a spirit).
It's actually not that scary; not until the bouncing ball. Scary movies shouldn't include the supernatural. Some are really scary, though. Anyway, I thought that physchotic killers are the scariest thing on this planet.
Physchotic...[To Be Continued....] Preoccupied with important stuff right now.
Monday, March 21, 2005
Forfeit this game, little boy
Ain't no place for you
Look what you've done to me
Now what the hell are you waiting for?
Miss me
Miss me not
Love you
Love you not
Dare you
Dare you not
Leave you
Leave you not?
First day of school, dear. Deep inside my heart, I wish that it was just the beginning of the holidays. Oh how I wish! Anyway, I get to see my friends again. That's the thing about going back to school.
Got back most of my subjects back. It was a little pitchy. Lol. Overall, it's alright just a little disappointed with my e math and my biology. Hm..maybe chemistry too. I just hope now that my english doesn't fail me. If not, boy, will I be so tensed up for the rest of the week!
I don't have anything to say... Surprise, surprise. Distracted by the television; mens' wonderful visual box. Desperate Housewives. Desperato, desperato! I like Teri in the series. Her character's funny.
Saturday, March 19, 2005
I see you.
My thoughts undefined.
I can't hear you sometimes.
I'm just too busy.
That's not it,
Yearn for you?
I am not
Desert you?
I dare not
At the brink of the cliff
I stand tall and strong
Unknowing what to do next.
Peace is thy soul.
It was broken during the first sun rise of 18/3/05.
Boredom took over that very minute.
Nevertheless, it seem quite exciting for me though a certain uneasiness slowly awakens by its call.
NB: I had my cca activity during the morning.
Next comes you.
The excitment of the day.
French fries and chicken in our mouths.
Hot and spicy.
New and nice.
All I need now to say is "I love it!"
Window-shopping.
Girls favourite pasttime.
You may not know why.
But it just seem so fantasizing.
Round and round the merry-go-round.
Alas, when mild fatigue devoured us,
We turn to badminton.
Val and I.
Not, I and Val.
English, english.
All it matters.
Is ABC.
And not 123.
NB: Up till this point, val and I are at lot 1 while the rest went to bukit panjang to wait for us. (we are picking up my cousin at cck station.)
Anyway, things just got a little bit exciting. For val. Me? I was plain me. Okay? I have no true or hard feelings for youknowwho. I'm not yearning for anything yet. There's no wood or oil to light up the fire. Get it? Back to the real case scenario. I don't know why in the world would we step into an arcade. I guess we were just letting time pass as quickly as possible. Okay. The arcade was...dark; as always it is, we just wandered in and wandered out. And guess who we bumped into? Yeah, youknowwho. I didn't see youknowwho cause i guess he walked away too fast and when I turned around, I saw his back. Okay. Val was over-excited later on.