Saturday, December 29, 2007
spells spells spells. they smell smell smell like your brain is fried fried fried.
the night was pretty, at the new route near army camp around the corner. i could just sit there all night long.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
noonewilleverseethisagain.
You're in my arms
And all the world is gone
The music playing on
For only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close
So close to reaching
That famous happy and
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...
Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life.
Here I am, humbled by your majesty.
Covered by your grace so free.
Tell me how, help me say the words out loud.
Please just don't play with me.
My paperheart will bleed.
Hey Amanda, where you'd find these crazy boys this time?
They say you're pretty but you don't think they're right.
Pretty woman walking down the street.
Pretty woman the kind I like to meet.
Looks like tonight, the sky is heavy.
Feels like the winds are gonna change.
I know it's time for heaven's rain.
It's gonna rain.
Raindrops keep falling on my head.
Do you remember 21st night September?
Monday, December 24, 2007
tis' the season to be joyful. falalalalalala!
mistletoe. mistletoe. mistle mistle toe.
jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way. oh what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh.
I SAW MOMMY KISSING SANTA CLAUS. UNDERNEATH THE LALALALALA. (i forgotten the lyrics to the song.) and santa must be daddy, cause he kissed mommy. and I SAW CUTE, SANTA MASCOT AT TAMPINES DURING LUNCH BREAK(: (: (: he's so adorable! i just couldn't stop laughing. he practically skipped his way through the crowd and waved non-stop! LOL. how cute.
i think i'm beginning to believe aquarius. hmm. that i think alot. hah!
Saturday, December 22, 2007
hold everything. iPod! santa?? (: or maybe just plain pair of pants? ...or a nice day out with you?
maybe a hug? a day out to drink? a day to sentosa, so that i can bury my toes into the sand and smile at the sun! (: (: take many many many many pictures with you all! i want to get a new picture album, please?
HAHH...the people in the village are weird..(hmmm).
i miss mama. she's still in krabi, thailand and won't be back till christmas eve.
i wish for so many things, mr claus. tell me which will come true?
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just finish watching The Village. my goodness, what a movie. so eerie and weird? i can't imagine that walker guy and the rest agreed to setting up a village in walker's preserve, which isn't really a preserve. creepy!
amanda misses you and hopes that work isn't too tough and tiring, especially when it's getting late at night.
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it's 1:18AM. watching the hands of the clock tick and time passes by. if i had a balcony to my room, i could just sit there and watch everything around me. even at this hour, there's still activity somewhere. whether it be the cats meowing at each other or cars driving past to find an empty lot. i'm in awe. there is a kind of peace and fantasy in them i seek.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
why what how when no no yes yes and the worst? i dont know! suddenly i'm lazy to blog and rant about everything and anything.
but i can't wait for christmas. (:
1. mama's in krabi now! (screams)
2. and guess what, i think i'm gonna get my pay soon! (: (: (:
3. when you work, public holidays become so important. they're like the most sought after days!
4. what does the future hold? a new home?
5. i can't believe hady won the asian idol. (shrugs) very very UNPREDICTABLE.
6. unpredictable. unforeseen and unforetold. absolutely correct. everything's unpredictable.
7. my big toe is totally numb. i can't feel when i touch it!!
8. why fairy tales? because reality is not like it.
9. the list won't probably end, but i'll make this year special. i'll make a new year's resolution.(: (:
10. YES, i'm going to achieve it. (smiles)
Sunday, December 16, 2007
I CAN'T WAIT! (: (: (: (: (:
Saturday, December 15, 2007
god, i need a life. i need the sun. the water. and free from work.
god, please tell me how. job sucks, it's suppose to kill time and not kill USEFUL time.
and what's wrong? like do you think by talking to me, knocking on my door, you'll be accepted into my heart once again? gosh. she's suffered enough just because of you. do you think i'm happy? you can pacify her, but not me. it isn't easy for me, okay? it's not the same anymore.
i miss all of you, really.
and i just can't wait for payday.
PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE, WAIT FOR ME!!!
Friday, December 14, 2007
How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head
If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I'd see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright
I know everything is alright
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface
If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If i'd see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I know everything will be alright
I know everything will be alright
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
work's just beginning to feel good(:
rawr.
Sunday, December 09, 2007
all in a single word. RAWRRRRRRR.
oh, sharks! i think i forgotten to reply your email... :( no motivation to do that now, sorry!