Thursday, July 05, 2007
days have passed and i really do miss you. you defined as a generalised term.
1. i really miss everyone in service: all the laughter and smiles i onced knew, even though it wasn't entirely true and real.
2. i really do miss xueyi: we used to visit the library so often after school. and i used to visit your house. because of that, i grew a certain liking to vegetarian food and learnt how to cook spagetti.
3. i really miss my juniors: they're a happy bunch. i just love them so much and i feel so much for them. somehow i can understand and communicate with them better.
4. i really miss the badminton games: it was an interaction between the us and the guys. all the sweat and fun.
5. i really miss the class 4e1: it was a dynamic class with many cliques and complicated friendships. nonetheless, we pulled it through and forged friendships, i'll never forget.
6. i really miss the 4e1 teachers: they were a bunch of understanding, humourous crap. they guided us and for this, i love them.
7. i really miss the retardedly beautiful bunch of people: even though i dont understand some of you, but i could feel this warmth. the smile that lights up my day. all the crap and jokes and more shit and more laughters.
8. i really miss karen: i can't help but to mention her. for like more than 4 years i've known her and when she confided in me last year, i could really feel for her. the acceptance she yearned for previously, i really do hope she'll find it someday..
9. i really miss my nai ma: she was there for me when i fell. she was there for me when i cried. she was still there for me when we were sick. i love you because you are my second mother. i cry because i really miss your love. let me be there when you pass this age. give me the chance to see you once more after 12 years apart, and hopefully still counting.
10. i really miss you: you bring sunshine when my day is overcast and gloomy. brings laughter and smiles that are utter load of crap. how interesting, that i'll be upset when you're not here. the warmth that eludes from your presence. and for that i love you too. my home away from home.
there're more than 9 points that i miss. those non-material and non-human substances that i miss. it's way too much. when a new start begins, the list will lengthen and my life enriched.
ayy..i feel so touched when these people still remember us..