a for amanda. the playlist keeps changing but i do not.
i like what i do whatever i always do. dancing in the rain, sucking it up. gimme the sun now, i'l love you to bits.
Monday, October 16, 2006
the haze.
it's horrible.
flooding malls
and choking my lungs.
it's terrible.
the haze.
i hate it.
where's town? i can't see.
which's durian? i can't smell.
a state of emergency
not terrorism,
not bird flu.
it's big brother, HAZE.
truly and uniquely, indonesian.
only this one time, and there won't be a second. promise.
God, heal my throat. make them well. AMEN. x)
it's sad. it's relief. it's happy. it's regret. it's admiration. and it's all sum up in a day. SAD. sometimes, things happen for a reason. we feel sad, but look forward after all the rainy-day feeling. cheer up! RELIEF. i got a B for biology. praise the lord! but my chem hit C. i believe i'll do better next time. and i got an A for math! i just love math, but still gotta work hard. HAPPY. everyday is a happy day. lotsa jokes and laughter. can't say today's an exceptional. x) REGRET. if i had put in more effort and concentration, i could have done better. my expectations are very high, i don't deny that. but i believe if people are able to do it, i can too. what god has done to others, he ain't gonna forsake me. ADMIRATION. admire, is the word. just brillant. x)
today is one of the few rare occasions when my entry is SUPER long and SO MANY things happened in a day. even if it's tiny tiny stuff like saying 'hi' and slapping on my back, it's an EVENT for me. don't know if it applies to you. lol.
Monday, October 16, 2006
the haze.
it's horrible.
flooding malls
and choking my lungs.
it's terrible.
the haze.
i hate it.
where's town? i can't see.
which's durian? i can't smell.
a state of emergency
not terrorism,
not bird flu.
it's big brother, HAZE.
truly and uniquely, indonesian.
only this one time, and there won't be a second. promise.
God, heal my throat. make them well. AMEN. x)
it's sad. it's relief. it's happy. it's regret. it's admiration. and it's all sum up in a day. SAD. sometimes, things happen for a reason. we feel sad, but look forward after all the rainy-day feeling. cheer up! RELIEF. i got a B for biology. praise the lord! but my chem hit C. i believe i'll do better next time. and i got an A for math! i just love math, but still gotta work hard. HAPPY. everyday is a happy day. lotsa jokes and laughter. can't say today's an exceptional. x) REGRET. if i had put in more effort and concentration, i could have done better. my expectations are very high, i don't deny that. but i believe if people are able to do it, i can too. what god has done to others, he ain't gonna forsake me. ADMIRATION. admire, is the word. just brillant. x)
today is one of the few rare occasions when my entry is SUPER long and SO MANY things happened in a day. even if it's tiny tiny stuff like saying 'hi' and slapping on my back, it's an EVENT for me. don't know if it applies to you. lol.